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Be grateful

Ok you know what, we received our first sem results, but the managements are recalculating the pointer. So my results for statistic, did not achieve my expectation. Not going to tell you but it’s not A+, but almost lah. I expected more because I worked hard ok for the final test (I think lah) and I think I could answer the last paper well but yah…Most of my friends got A+, Even though my result wasn’t that bad, but because others got higher and better, I felt insecure and stupid ahahahaha. One of my close friends was in the same boat with me. And we were analyzing like did a post mortem on why our final results were like that as our carry marks were quite good ahahahaha. But then I realized, it had happened, I couldn’t change the past. But I am able to change my future. Why should I cry over the split milk? I forgot to thank Him. I forgot His promise, if I be grateful, He will give more. I forgot that there might be other people who are dying to get the same resul...

Cross Country; Not so country

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15-11-2017, we have our Annual Cross Country with the theme of Superheroes. Girls need to run for 8km, while boys 10km. I never practiced because i was so freaking lazy and every time people asked me to go to Botanical Park with them, i refused. Ok on the day, i was the last one to start running because i was so busy finding for chocolates in Jah's bag, so when i looked at the starting point, i saw no one was there AHAHAHAHA EVERYONE HAD STARTED RUNNING!! i ran but then i came back to Jah because i left my mp3. I began to run again, i sprinted because i saw no one was there!!! I was panicked because i always lost in new place, it's hard for me to remember the ways/direction/track. Okay, after ran for about 1.5km, my feet started to hurt, i borrowed Iffa's shoes and it had something at back that caused friction on my feet skin and it's bleeding 

EXPECTOOO PATRONUM!!!!

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Yas it was a very hectic month but I enjoyed it (hmm) Okay we have this one program, inter-house competition, called Cultural Night . The theme for this year was Books Adaptation and each house was required to give a book title that we wanted to choose. So my house, Water informed that we chose Snow White, but after they collected the books title, they made a random pick and my house got Harry Potter :’) WHO ON EARTH WATCH HARRY POTTER!!!! (SORRY POTTERHEADS AHHAHAHAHA)   So lets see the pictures of the night lah because picture can tell you thousand things. And hey, you guess what, I’m the Rubeus Hagrid ;’’’’’’) Okay so that's the end of my Cultural Night story :) "But you know, happiness can be found even in darkness of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light" - Harry Potter (Water) (Senoritas) (1) (BABY SHARKS) (KEAS) (Aishah)

Dying

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It's a very hectic week. it's the first week, but it felt like a month. We learnt new subject and all i could say is "Tf I need to learn econs" Tons of homework. Homework after homework, assignment after homework. I even forgot about my Red Velvet, sorry Alif. I don't even have time for kdramas. It's tiring. I need a rest, i need a short escapism. Hang on there Liyana, You will survive, your efforts will be paid off. But i think, i'm not as hardworking as my other friends, they must feel more exhausted. yeah I'm writing this during Econs class, because again, I'm lost.

Pain

You will never know her. She's not an open book you can't read her. You might think you could, but that's actually only the title. She doesn't fake the smile, her laughters are real. It seems like she's enjoying her life, but the truth is she's running from the pain. the problems that keep haunting her. The mask she's once wore, is now probably a part of her. "She seems fine." Because she thinks, no one will ever bother to care. "There's people who asked" but they didn't even bother to listen. They asked to know, and to reply, not to understand not even to feel. "She has others." She knows; but she doesn't trust. She faced it. Someone approached, offering help But ended up being like others Hypocrites. She cried, was about to die. Since that, she realised, At the end of the day, all she has is Herself. "How could I know that?" You won't, because you did not pay atte...

The Indescribable

Bila dengar je suara dia, approaching me, sejuk je hati dengar. Bila pandang muka dia, especially when I look through into its eyes, I feel loved. Bila pandang mata dia memang like dia caught my eyes, takboleh pandang lain. Have you ever feel that? I feel like ada yang dah memahami apa dalam hati ni tanpa buka mulut pun cakap dekat dia. Macam dia cuba sampaikan satu mesej “I truly understand you, and hey hey I’m here, you have me.”  Like dialah the most understanding creature on earth. Belum lagi bila dia comes closer, memang taknampak dah makhluk lain kat sekeliling, sumpah it’s only you, you. Even bila aku yang dekati dia pun, dah takleh rasa perasaan lain selain teruja. You deserve all of my loves. Whenever I touch you, your reactions are priceless.. You’ll look deeper into my eyes if I stop, sending a sign of begging me to continue, and I could never control myself from keep falling into it. Sometimes I wish others could feel what I feel, because it’s one...

Eat or Not

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I think this post is going to be interesting, for me because I’m gonna write a few facts about me myself! 1. Tak habis This three foods especially memang aku akan makan takhabis. Okay camni cerita dia, semua ni memang aku start belajar makan dekat SGS. Dia cam sebab orang ni beli lepas tu dia hsare satu kelas or satu table and aku cam perhh sedap gila! Pastu jadi lah fav foods tapi sebab dah terbiasa makan share dengan semua orang, sumpah rasa dia lain bila makan sorang… So cam Hershey’s Waffle tu memang aku akan makan 1 je, paling banyak 3 ah pastu akan start lelong.  Aku rasa, the feelings yang bila kita tengok orang lain makan or the feelings of sharing something you like with others tu yang buat aku kenyang ahahahaha.  2. Pedas, suka tapi.. Aku sumpah suka pedas like legit memang rasa tak selera ah kalau maggi/lauk/nasi aku tu tak pedas. Dia macam kurang ahh.. Tapi mostly memang smeua benda dalam dunia ni, kita akan tahan keperitan dia kalau hati dah suka...