Be grateful
Ok you know what, we received our first sem results, but the
managements are recalculating the pointer. So my results for statistic, did not
achieve my expectation. Not going to tell you but it’s not A+, but almost lah. I
expected more because I worked hard ok for the final test (I think lah) and I think
I could answer the last paper well but yah…Most of my friends got A+, Even
though my result wasn’t that bad, but because others got higher and better, I felt
insecure and stupid ahahahaha. One of my close friends was in the same boat
with me. And we were analyzing like did a post mortem on why our final results
were like that as our carry marks were quite good ahahahaha.
But then I realized, it had happened, I couldn’t change the
past. But I am able to change my future. Why should I cry over the split milk?
I forgot to thank Him. I forgot His promise, if I be grateful, He will give
more. I forgot that there might be other people who are dying to get the same
result as mine. I forgot to be grateful. I forgot to redha. You know what,
redha can only exist when we stop, stop questioning His fate. I’m not blaming
it as this fate is something that could be change by effort, maybe if I study
harder or I get more careful when I answer the paper, it might change. But yas,
it’s fate, fate that already happened. Nothing could be changed. But I set a new goal, I’m going to do better
for my second sem. But you know what, my 1st test for 2nd
sem was not even A HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
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