Dying

It's a very hectic week. it's the first week, but it felt like a month. We learnt new subject and all i could say is "Tf I need to learn econs"

Tons of homework. Homework after homework, assignment after homework. I even forgot about my Red Velvet, sorry Alif. I don't even have time for kdramas. It's tiring. I need a rest, i need a short escapism.

Hang on there Liyana,
You will survive, your efforts will be paid off.
But i think, i'm not as hardworking as my other friends, they must feel more exhausted.
yeah I'm writing this during Econs class, because again, I'm lost.








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